As soon as I would see a big crowd…
I would start shaking.
I am scared as hell.
My eyes would get as red as a tomato.
Man my voice would break down like if I wanted to cry.
People always thought that I was crying but wondered why?
I was just very scared of public speaking.
I did not know how to control myself.
I felt sick…
I felt like I was going to pass out.
I HATE BEING IN FRONT OF LARGE CROWDS!
PEOPLE INTIMIDATE ME!
I KNOW THAT PEOPLE CAN BE VERY JUDGEMENTAL!
I prefer to hide.
I prefer to isolate myself.
I don’t want people to make fun of me… because that hurts.
I mentally prepare myself.
I take a deep breath.
I don’t care what people think of me.
I don’t let my public speaking fear get the best of me.
People won’t ask themselves “Why is She Scared As Hell”?