From being 196 to 223 it’s horrible
From the name calling to the body-shaming
To the depression to the loving myself,
From the Self harm, to the wishing I had died
To being a happy li’l girl to being nothing but sad, for wanting
To be happy but can’t.s From the eating every day,
to Starving myself to feel better at night
From the late Night cry
to looking happiness in open spaces

This post left me with a sad feeling. What is really driving this eating disorder and further unhappiness? I think once you can establish this and realize what’s driving the anger you can only reflect on yourself and block the outside negative hate. Your loved whoever you are.