I remember when saying my name meant something
When a teacher would say my name and i’d jump with excitement
I remember when that meant something
I remember when i meant something
I remember when waking up to goto school didn’t take emotional support
That i’d have to give myself to get off my ass
To be with kids who’d complain about family issues i wish i’d had
A family put together
I remember when i had that
I remember waking up on christmas to rush to a tree i helped my mom set up
A tree my dad picked out
With all my biggest wishes under it
Now all i can do is wait for a dying old man to come home
If i see him again that’ll be something i remember
He’ll probably even forget my name
I don’t remember wanting to come to school
I don’t remember why i use music to cure me of that boring ass bus ride
I listen to the same shit every morning
Life’s never been so boring
I don’t remember why it wasn’t before
I don’t remember wanting to be alone
I don’t remember life being this boring
One thing i’ll remember is the release year
2031
Where my life will finally start to progress , hopefully.
